February 2011
30 Songs in 30 Days-Day 8: A song you know all the...
I know all the words to Bad Romance by Lady Gaga. It pisses me off. I don’t like Lady Gaga. I want to gouge my eyes out every time she comes on the radio.
Fuck this Bad Romance.
“That’s your criteria going to any store, isn’t it? Do they have ice...”
I would like to post here that I don’t feel like people are better because they “suffer” through situations. I don’t feel that money is going to buy happiness. It never will. It never has.
I don’t feel like “adults just suffer” for a paycheck. If they do, they’re miserable. I don’t feel like being miserable makes you stronger, superior, or...
January 2011
I’m ignoring my Short Story and Novel homework. Kings of Leon came on the radio.
Awesome.
30 Songs in 30 Days-Day 7: A song that reminds you...
The song The Ballad of Chasey Lain reminds me of one Easter Sunday when I was in the parking lot of the Walmart in my friend’s broken down van. We sat eating a chocolate peanut butter rabbit, smoking cloves and listening to my mp3 player. Kenny really liked it when I listened to that song.
30 Songs in 30 Days-Day 7:A song that reminds you...
Monsoon by Tokio Hotel. Always this song.
My best friend took me to see them in concert for my 19th birthday. I don’t think she’s ever seen me so stoked. This is the song that I’ve always said made me think of her. I remember standing, staring at Bill Kaulitz and singing this with her.
It was beautiful.
30 Songs in 30 Days-Day 6: A song that reminds you...
The song American Pie by Don McLean reminds me of da Vinci, my high school. Mainly because it was my advisory song.
I don’t know why. But we sang it!
30 Songs in 30 Days-Day 5: A song that reminds you...
Whenever I listen to The Freshman by The Verve Pipe, I’m reminded of my best guy friend. That song pretty much sums up our lives up to this point. I listen to it when I miss him, and I listen to it when I’m afraid for him. Our relationship is rapidly changing, and I don’t think either one of us likes it, but neither of us know how to stop it.
…When I was young and knew...
30 Songs in 30 Days-Day 4: A song that makes you...
Who Wants to Live Forever makes me really sad.
I love Freddie Mercury. Queen is one of the few bands that everyone in my house can agree on. When my grandmother died a couple years ago, we listened to it on repeat for like a week and a half. I remember driving back from the funeral and all of us were singing that.
Who has forever anyway?
My best friend and his fiancee left me in the cold for forty five minutes last night. And then the fiancee was all shocked I was pissed off. IT WAS NINE DEGREES OUT.
My ex stares at me. He does it when he thinks I’m not looking. He does it when he know I’m looking. I don’t know why. I don’t know what he wants. He broke up with ME back in October. We’re barely friends now, though we both have confessed we still love each other.
Today we had this godawful fight that resulted in him throwing his Magic cards down and storming out...
30 Songs in 30 Days-Day 3: A song that makes you...
Raise Your Glass by Pink makes me gleeful with my happiness. I love the beat, love the lyrics, and I love Pink. The sound of her voice sends shivers down my spine. I wish I was half as talented as she was. But anyway…
I really like Raise Your Glass because it’s sort of an anthem for the group of kids that I chill out with at my community college. We’re wrong in all the right...
Mom finally got her promotion! I AM SO PROUD OF HER! My face when I heard about it:
And then:
30 Songs In 30 Days-Day 2: Your Least Favorite...
I cannot abide the song I Kissed A Girl, by Katy Perry.
I feel like it cheapens the bisexual life, which I live. You know, because I’m bisexual. And I don’t kiss girls and get all surprised that I like it, and I feel like a there are a lot of girls who just kiss girls to show off and make boys like them.
No. They can fuck off. There’s a reason people don’t believe that...
30 Songs in 30 Days-Day 1: Your Favorite Song
My favorite song is Killing Loneliness by HIM.
Of course, my “favorite” fluctuates from week to week. I’ll pick a song and play it on repeat until it becomes a mantra in my head, a back beat to the way my fingers thump across my keyboard. But always, it is Killing Loneliness. My whole life, I’ve been looking for someone to kill my loneliness with.
“With the...
